I don't know where I'm going,
but I've stalled inside my mind.
And I know that I can't stay...
Absurdly called away.
Why?
Must I crave meaning if existing is inherently absurd?
I wanna go back there now x3
Time will do me wrong.
I wanna go back there now x 3
Death will cut me off.
Life holds no ambition,
when I'm beaten down inside my mind...
So why write when no one listens
to any part of my songs?
Why?
This craving hunger that can never seem to be controlled.
I wanna go back there now x3
Time will do me wrong.
I wanna go back there now x 3
Death will cut me off.
I wanna go back there now x3
I'm sick of all my flaws.
I wanna go back there now x 3
Death will cut me off.
I was in my own head though.
I was in my own head though.
(I was in my own head though)
The riverbed where we would run in hopes we'd see it soon break through.
(I was in my own head though)
And coming home to sadness then to play unhindered in my room.
(I was in my own head though)
The body cold, my cousins tears perplexed me (in some dull mood)
(I was in my own head though)
The spectre of a loved ones ghost would never ruin the cartoon.
(I was in my own head though)
Yet wake in fright from rapture dreams to run into my parents room.
Well I was in my own head though...
I was in my own head though.
Been caught up in my own head though.
I was in my own head though :(
credits
credits
from Spat,
released August 11, 2018
Written, played, produced, engineered and mastered by Kallan Phillips.
Mixed by Milen Milanoff
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